new blog

im not going to use this blog..link me raihana2202.blogspot.com

new blog

hye readers..
fyi,,
ive made a new blog actually
will tell ya next time..
atm,,its under construction..hehehe
i just asked my cyg to make me the template..
well,,waiting for that to be done..
but,,i tink i'll make it as a private blog..

well,,today is 1st ramadhan
but,,i cant unfortunately
huhu..
rasa rugi laa
what to do...
and i read amoy's blog..
she said about her late mother..
i was like..
warggghhh aku rindu my late mama n babah..
but,,ada hikmah jua bahh behind all that..
now,,i can think pros n cons nya jua..
yet,,im very independent person now w/o them
well,,i love both of the most and most and most..
YA ALLAH,,ampunkanlah dosa2 ku dan kedua ibu bapa ku..amin amin ya rabbalalamin [al-fatihah]

regarding assignments:
so many need to hand in by next week..
huhu..
cramp trus utak jadi nyaa..heheh

about raya:
owh yeahh..
me n my sister finally make a decision..
we will not celebrate raya this year..
thats it..
so,,banyak peluang ku jalan2 rah relatives and friends..Insyaallah..
ehehe..

k readers..take care..

my life

hye readers..

just wanna say
happy ramadhan for all muslims
especially..
for those who knows me,,
i beg for ur forgiveness..

right now,,ive been thinking about my future..
i just can't wait for next year
my sister has been giving me the green light..
im sooo happy..
Insyaallah its gonna be mine..

owh yeah,,
ive done two of my assignments..
so many to go..
ive got the strength to do the rest of it..
i must excel this time..
amin amin amin ya rabbala'lamin..
i just can't wait to finish my course..
yeahhhh..
another semester to go..

and today,,
the bebs family decided to make a family t'shirt..
and im the mastermind behind all this..
thanks to my niece rara for being my assistant..
u know that i really need u..

and im about to send the order for my voly club..
just,,i forget to ask about their size..
i need to go to the shop once again to check for the size..
ohh no..so many things need to do..
but,,i know i can do it bebeh..

k readers..till then..

heart of mine

my new semester seems to be very hectic for me

i try to focus on my study

hope,,i'll get a good result

even i know its too late for the articulation..

heyyy..

its not the only way for me to upgrade my qualification

ive got an idea to do something else..

how i wish i'll get through..

however,,i need to finish off my course now..

well,,its not my rezeki yet..

and to those who are going to articulate,,congrates guys..

u make me proud..

to the rest of my mates,we'll have it one day..

maybe not now..but somehow,,in the future..

there is something gonna wait for us..



btw,,my syg zaim borrow me his korean movie..

but,,i havent watch it..yeahh..

will do tomorrow..

i miss him a lot..

i miss our time together at UBD..

i miss every moment of our time..

i know i aint a good gf for him..

i know i hurt him so many times..

beb,,honestly..

if u cant stay any longer,,i'll let u..

coz i know,,u deserve someone far more better than me..

im an ordinary person..
sumtyms i know im too annoying
i didnt care abt ur feeling
i know,,for the past few months..this is not me..
huhuhu..
i know u are too good for me..
hence,,i missuse ur kindness..
if happen in the future that we are not together anymore,,
i'll pray u'll get someone that love u more than i did..
someone that can accept u the way u are..
i know,,weve been gone through so many obstacles..
yet,,we still together till now..
u know that im not that romantic person..
i cannot write u flowery words to attract u..
but,,this,,i wrote it from the bottom of my heart..
im soo thankful to have u by my side..
but,,i know,,u r soo unlucky to have me as ur special one..
if in the future we are meant to be together,,
pls accept me the way i am..
guide me through the whole of our life together..
give me the happiness..
give me a lil piece of ur heart..
in return,,i'll give u my life..
sorry beb for everything

"Someone"

You can't eat, you can't sleep, you can weep when you love someone
Feels extreme when you dream, and you scream when you love someone

If you feel that strong
Can you see that, one

[Chorus]
Let me be your...
Someone to hold you tight
Someone to make you feel All right.

Everyday and night
I wish I was your someone

Someone to hold you when you're weak
Someone to make you feel complete

Every day and night
I wish I was your someone

Someone

Don't you know, I will go, if you show that I can break through
Feels extreme when you dream, and you scream when you love someone

If you feel that strong
Can you see that you're the one

[Chorus]

And I hold you tight
You're still on my mind, I can't stand to live without you
And I can't forget you
Wherever you are, you're still on my mind

Im back people

salam readers

i know,,its been a long time i didnt do any updates..

i just feel bored to do so..

ive so many things to be shared with you loads..

just,,i dont feel any mood to do so..

btw,,

my new semester which is my 5th smester will begin this coming aug 3rd

soo cant wait to do my routine..

soo cant wait to the assignments which most of the time driving me crazy and dizzy..

soo cant wait to meet them my friends..

well, 2 months hollidays for me was nothing..

stucked at home and did nothing else than surfing,,FB-ing,MSN-ing, eat sleep and outing sometime..

not that interesting i know..

and again,,i gained weight!!

OMG!!

i dont like it actually..

but,,as fasting month around the corner..

now,,im looking forward to have my perfect shape..

hahaha..

its gonna be for Raya..

and talking bout ramadhan,,

i havent done with my qadha yet..

now,,i miss going out with my syg..

actually, we planned to go out tonite..

but,,i feel pity for my sis..

shes gonna be alone again..

so,,we cancel our plan..

from now on,,i have to stay at home more often..

as me n my sis live alone at our place..

freaking boring..yeah i know..

*nya kaka ku,,ia lagi boring kalau aku start kuliah sudah..sal mlm baru aku ada nya..nyangku,,rasakan apa yg ku rasa kan sebulan ani..pagi smpai ptg sorang2 di umah..amazingly bored kali tuu ahh..*

well,,both of us need to get used to this new situation..for sure

k readers..

till now..take care